Sick, sick, sick & INHUMANE

How could they do this to her? Sigh, my heart sank deep in sadness when I read on the news that the body found in a bag belongs to the long lost little gal name NURIN who was missing since August 20.

And man, how she had to endure the pain of the inhumane act that fall upon her – what can a lil gal of 8 years old do or defend against some SADIST? Cucumber and brinjal, what animal would do that as commented by politicians, NGOs on the papers but to me, why when these kinda things happen would peoples compare it to an animal? I think ANIMAL would have better sense and compassion compare to these atrocious creatures. Couple of months ago, it was the death of 3 year old Shearwy Ooi Ying Ying that shook the nation, now another case that made the nation anger with haunts to catch that BEAST, and I know no one couldn’t agree more. Afterall, recent spate of crime cases against kids left me thinking deep - kids are no longer in safety zone now or parents are not doing enough to protect children these days?

I’m constantly worrying about my baby nieces and nephews safety afterall these cases and wouldn’t ever want to imagine such situation – whereby if I do, I tell you I would certainly have no hesitation to even put up my own life to KILL them INDEFINITELY!

We all know cases like that will bound to happen at any one time but as a society, we must all know and constantly remind ourselves on our social obligation to play as a citizen

Till then, how much and what role to play? Points to ponder...

My deepest sympathy to Nurin’s family and my thoughts and prayers are with the little gal from the bottom of my heart. The nation would not let you die in vain, and I believe strongly in KARMA, your killer would deserve his/her punishment in due time

REST IN PEACE...

And I Got "IT" Pierced

Finally, I gathered all the courage to actually have the HOLES on my ears

After 28 years of being a human, only did I finally decided to actually have it pierce despite all the persuasion and effort peoples have previously tempt me on

Like a 3 year old small kid waiting for my turn and anticipating the PAIN that it’ll do to me, imagine similar situation of INJECTION dose we need to do in primary school and no kidding, I really closed my eyes eventho my pal was there to constantly ensure that it’ll do me NO PAIN and man, we will have so much fun buying earrings. Oh man, faster…

At that spur of moment, I was only thinking quick do it or I’ll definitely walk out man!

2 BANGS & DONE…

Now I’m feeling weird as I was the one who’s labeled them as ALIEN and how i’m learning to make these things feel welcome, now you tell me!

COLD HARD CASH RACE

What time is the counter opening? Queue up, please - the counter will only open at 9.30am says the CIMB officer

7.45am and I found myself queuing up to buy the units allocated for ASW 2020

Money matters? You bet…

Thank god, PNB management limited the units to RM20,000 per person and these uncles & aunties all with so much of money (I often wonder how these peoples can have so much money) and mind you, they are all COLD HARD CASH!

The amusing thing was I guess I’m the only ONE asking for minimum lots while the rest all taruh MAXIMUM lots (aiseh, if only I’m that RICH)

In the end, I left the place a happy customer (even after 3 hrs of waiting). Thou my investment was minimal, it’s thru the limitations by the management that enable small players like us to get a taste of what these 2.06 billions units is all about

Still excited over HIM

Few more days to go – anticipating with eagerness!

Cris called me last Friday asking me how was the Karaoke session? I was like it’s cancelled since everyone can’t make it. Karaoke is enjoyed with all, not just few I said…

She apologise for her unavailability and as we plan for our next session, I told her im not free next FRI (14/9) – my bro’s coming. She was uh huh, you got brother one meh?

I was like eh – JACKY CHEUNG la, as a sister how can I not support him eh? I can hear she almost wanted to hit on me, I continued - but he’s really my brother ma coz we share the same surname and same nenek moyang ma. In my wildest dream rite, talk bout’ some really thick skin gal, hehehe!

Few more days to go before Ill let off my singing prowess too, Jacky Cheung leh – don’t ask me how much I bought the tics okay. There are only few singers I can’t miss and he’s one of them. I’ll be on the front bit, that’s all I can say!

Who doesn’t listen to him, I wonder! Been listening and singing to his tune since young and never misses his concert in Malaysia. I’m anticipating a good or great show from my so-called BRO as I know he can live up to EXPECTATION (coz Emil’s concert was a record breaker this year, so I hope his would be as good as what I’ve enjoyed last July)

And I’m counting, counting and counting down – 4 days to the good (my turn to be 在他身边)...

WANING Memory

Its been so long, what are you doing here? Alone? Not working today?

Or similar phrase…

Eh, why the weird expression on your face – you can’t recognize me? No, of course I do, so what are you doing here?

Oh man, how often have you found yourself entangled in this kinda situation? And I’m really saying when you’re caught in familiar situation but unable to recall, ah ya – recall is da’ word. Am I growing fainter? Hey but im only 28 – are these signs telling me something? It’s been more than one occasion and can't help feeling the worst

Situation One @ Me at PC Fair, KLCC – Met a friend and we called up upon one another, but I cant remember which friend of mine, but I carry on the conversation as thou as we haven’t met for ages. I left the place thinking hard and confused!

Situation Two @ Me at DM Seminar, PJ – I was listening attentively to a speaker during a seminar when a guy turned back and smile at me and my mummy. I smiled back and then I start to think, who is this guy – I know him but I can’t seem to recall. My mum smiled at him too. I thot, hmm who is he? I kept on pushing my mum, who is he, who is he? I kept asking until she told me, he is the guy from the Prawn mee shop-la, you forgotten? You’ve been eating from that shop since young, I was oh ya, its him – oh man!

Situation Three @ MMU convocation, Cyberjaya – I tell you, this is superbly MEMALUKAN. A gal walks up to me and say, hie, can’t recognize me? I was like I know her but I cant recall again. Then her dad walks up, wah – still need to charge me? I was like huh? You’re just a friend and as there were so many packages offered and many people hogging around the counter, I pass them the leaflet and says, "why don’t you go and study which one you’d like and get back to me". Whilst after that, the episode kept playing on my mind, I was trying to figure out who they were. I went in to look for my mum who was at the studio side, I asked who’s ROBE and paper bag is this? Then mum told me, it’s your COUSIN BRO’s – Ah Nee’s graduating, that’s her robe. Oh my GOD, I let out a loud thud, mum – you know what, I pass them a leaflet thinking they were some of my friends, but hey, they're my RELATIVES and I can’t recognize them, no wonder they asked me if I want to charge them. At that point of time, I really don’t know where to hide my face

Im beginning to get very afraid and as I told SK bout’ the issue, he was like “Lil gal, you don’t scare me eh your situation doesn’t sound promising – better go do some check! "

Check again? Hmm, I hope it’s not related to my partial epilepsy condition which saw me ending up in hospital early of the year, but the ECG scan has clear me, I thot. I was admitted to hospital for the condition as I fell into abrupt unconsciousness during my sleep when I was in HK last Dec. I had zero idea what happen the night before coz when I woke up, I saw white ceilings around me and then a DOCTOR asking me if I know where am I and what happen? I can’t remember a single thing and people who saw the ordeal says I was quivering all over and bit my tongue, scary (my immediate thot was at the climb of the MACAU TOWER which could be the main reason why i had an abrupt SEIZURE)

The last check I had with my neurologist few months ago was all right as I just need to continue taking my prescription. Hmm, sounds bad huh? Spoke to WIL recently about the incident at MMU and his reaction was “Champion la you, would you be able to remember me the next time we meet on the street”? I was like uh-huh, I can’t be that bad right?" And so I thought…

Chances are – I can but if I do behave unusually, do hark back at me – for you may not know this girl has actually FORGOTTEN.

Simply FAB-ULOUS

Fab-ulous or what? Fabregas does it again – that squeezed in goal with pure instant instinct, I was like phew, he really does come of age! Just Simply Fab-olous (the celeb he had with Rosicky on the goal says it all!)

Their expressions says it all, SHEER CLASS

Only last week did he score and won the match over ManC. I was actually fumed and cursing the ManC gk - darn that Kasper, what the hell was he so committed? He had just saved a penalty from Robin Van Persie – I was like what the hell (I screamed out to mum who was half way bathing – PENALTY, Arsenal’s gonna kick) and darn he saved it, how dare him (I actually close my eyes when v. Persie took that kick)

Is ManC that good? They have not lose in the season so far and got off 3 pts against MOANERS last week. Doomed for a lose? I beg to differ as I was also busy sms-ing with Eng Hann on the miss. Then up-step Fabregas attempt which saw Arsenal won with dramatic winner ten minutes from time, unbelievable! All of a sudden, Fabregas spells F-A-B-R-E-G-R-E-A-T to me - top class, neat!

No. 4 great, Fabregas

Eng Hann reminded me, told ya our No.4 is good and I told him, I dint say he was no good, in fact – HE ROCKS and he may as well has gotten his name on my next jersey (the 2nd player to whom my jersey will have a name after BERGKAMP 10, hmm FABREGAS 4 sounds ideal rite?). He'll gets my SUPPORT FOREVER, so he betta make sure he plays well, man!

As I was still reading news from Soccernet on the post match analysis, I let out a smile on the following statement :- WENGER HUMOUR - 'When I saw my Dutch striker step up to face Schmeichel from the penalty spot, my memories went back to Dennis Bergkamp and an FA Cup semi-final against Manchester United back in 1999,' said the Arsenal boss with a chuckle. 'Then Schmeichel saves again. I just hope I don't have to meet his grandson in 20 years time'

How true as I could still remember the uneventful match as Arsenal could have nailed that match at 90 min at match level at 1-1 if not for that missed penalty by BERGKAMP and MOAN-UTD eventually emerged as winners after that stunner from Ryan Giggs. But having said that all, Dennis Bergkamp is stil da’ man for me. So glad to hear that he was voted into NATIONAL FOOTBALL MUSEUM HALL OF FAME 2007 ahead of Sir Trevor Booking, Ray Clemence, Paul Scholes, Len Shackleton & Ray Wilson. They don’t make MENs like these anymore, get my driff? And with that, DB 10 has made me his loyal supporter all over again

Tight Spot

The answer was so obvious, but apparently I’m still thinking, thinking and thinking very hard on it.

WHY?

Cos’ my heart told me I want that while my Brain heads for another one - Sounds so familiar eh? I bet everyone comes thru this stage of their life every now and then

How to choose? They both came at the same time and another one seems to be on the way too. Suddenly I have to sit down and re-evaluate the one’s that’s goin to be the BEST for me (and have NO REGRETS for it!)

What’s running thru my mind now? All the WHAT Ifs, WHAT if this is better, WHAT if that was better? WHAT if it would not turn out the way I want it to be? WHAT If the other ones can give me the stuffs that I’m looking for all my life? ARghhhhh, talk to me about CHOICES we have to make in LIFE, DARN

As I was thinking hard about the issue, the radio suddenly played this song – “Que Sera Sera, whatever will be, will be, the FUTURE’s not ours to see, Que Sera Sera, what will be, will be”

Just how this song was able to ease my uncertainties at this point of time & as I look up the SKY, GOD – I know you’ve bring me to it and you’ll be there to bring me through it…