Since half a year ago, he has had a painful time dealing with his sickness...
Sad to see him the dire strait but God must have had his plans to give him and us this challenging period, in which, all we can do is to accommodate and accept that this is a fact and reality!
It struck my mind how come he don't love himself as much as we hope he does, but doing things exactly the opposite of what docs advised him on. I wonder as i drove and stop him on his usual weekly routine. Everytime i see him down my car, this sense of gutted feeling, is this all i could do for someone so dear and this sudden urge on me made me wanted to cry yesterday.
Could this be our last celebration as a father and daughter on this special occasion, Father's Day which will be tomorrow?
As i see him steps in, all i could wish is God is there to provide him the comfort during this difficult period and hope that he is happy with what he is doing now.
Thank you and Happy Father's Day Daddy...
