But what kind of ENDING?

Happy or sad, what kind of ending? We were just unable to answer each other…

I’m just so lost these few days thinking and thinking – my fault or his fault or our fault we dint gave this a serious thought? But I thought we have talk about it over and over again just that we didn’t seem to pay enough attention to it.

Why was I worried? Why was he so keen to know what was I thinking? It was about US!

And I thought – the obvious problem between US was we don’t seem to have a vision where we want to go or how we intend to let it grow over time. And I ask, but how?

In the end, it was only left to tears and heartache, as the answer lies within our own self. Don’t want to lose each other or unable to let go, it’s something I’m questioning myself – not so much of I don’t know but more of how and what we should compromise on…

Honesty not NECESSARILY the BEST POLICY

What did I just said to him? Our conversation was still going on pretty well until I told him that?

His reaction changed immediately and asked me what kind of reaction should he give me? All of a sudden, he became so quiet, quiet in his own thoughts…

I felt scared and worried, what will he think of me now? What's going thru his mind?
His voice tells me he’s unhappy and as a matter of fact, he actually minds.

I immediately sms Val to let her know what I told him, and it didn’t made me any better as she said that why were you so honest????? That’s a SERIOUS OFFENCE, good luck my fren.

Phew, but I always thought ‘Honesty is the Best Policy’ – but in this case, it doesn’t seems so.

I’m feeling extremely restless now. Perhaps there are things better left unsaid…